i thought i was tough
but life is tougher
i thought i was strong
but life is stronger
'times i managed to push back
then life pushes back again... even harder
don't see this coming to an end
no, not from where i stand
i thought i was tough
after all that i've been through
then to my surprise
life dishes out something new
will i ever see this end?
i don't think so
not from where i stand
i thought i was tough
but life is tougher
I have a hole in my socks
and nobody knows
I am dressed so dandy
so nobody cares
I am cool and decent
nobody knows what’s down there
isn’t it swell?
I have a hole in my socks
and nobody cares
I wear a smile on my face
and it’s all that everybody see
they don’t have a hint
what I really feel inside me
they don’t really give a damn
of what they don’t see
and they don’t need to know
that inside I am filled with pain
I wear a hole in my socks
with a smile on my face
nobody needs to know
nobody seems to care
January 7, 2005
10:22 am
eating shit!
that's how i feel right now!
eating shit!i really can't tell how
fuck the way that life pushes me!
fuck all those who screwed me!
damn it! i really don't deserve this!
i'm on the edge and i just can't bear this!
fucking shit, everywhere i see!
fucking shit, everyday i'll be!
i don't think this is howlife was meant to be
fuck life!
fuck everybody!
i'm on the edge and i just can't bear this!
eating shit!
that's how i feel right now!
January 6, 2005
1:45 pm
San Fernando, Pampanga
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I don't usually write like this. But at the moment of writing,
this was how I exactly I was feeling.
